I woke up from a deep sleep.
It was so dark, so lonely.
I felt so cold…down to my soul.
I tried to light a fire and pulled up all the covers but to no avail.
Would this feeling ever subside?
I just sat there trying to calm myself, tried to think of a beach, of better days.
Still nothing…
I decided that it was something…
Could I have woken up to the truth…that was my life?
This is not what I have been dreaming of when I was a little girl. This is it. I can’t wait to see how life will be when I grow up. I am already there. I guess I have been searching and yearning for something better. I just woke to the reality…
I finally fell back to sleep…
I woke up again this time, but this time it was still dark but then my eyes readjusted and I saw this hand reaching out towards me. I don’t usually take chances but this time I did. I took the hand and I let it touch my soul. I felt goose bumps all over but it made me feel safe. I felt a warm breath in my ear and a sweet whisper, “You are not alone, and I am confused too. If you let me we can find out the truth, together.”
Uncertainty
9 years ago
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