I walk in and I take a deep breath…
I smell candles burning and the flames dancing on the walls.
All my thoughts are of the future, of how nice it will be… I cannot concentrate on anything else.
Friends and family are all around and all I can do is concentrate on the flame of the candles in the room.
I let myself get mesmerized and taken away by the candles and by my thoughts…
I close my eyes breathe it all in and then open my eyes to concentrate…
I concentrate so hard that I almost succumb to its power…
I catch myself to prevent myself from falling…
I hear my friend calling to me, trying to get my attention but I don’t want to be bothered…
I just want to be lost in myself, in my thoughts…
Finally, finally, happy to be me…
Not afraid of the dark… not afraid of being alone…
Uncertainty
9 years ago
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